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Comfort

by Nansea

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1.
Arrays of silver housing with endless miles of pipes And vapor yearning to reach the air where you can expect it White-and-red-striped towers that resemble a lighthouse Yet no ship will reach this haven, A haven that is home to no soul Yet still heavy trains will wait In line for the whistle to blow To depart from their industrial dreams Where they’d, they’d fall asleep How much can a man’s hand contribute to lifestyle? To what’s grown from line-productions and frantic possessions Heartbreaking this lex vitae that hardly knew sunlight LEDs with warmth for me in this landscape that is home to no-one Let’s go for a walk through this Marxist fairytale And watch the sunset where the smoke replaces clouds Till the red, till the red, flashing sirens sing
2.
Dworzec 03:43
Nieprzyjazd mój do miasta N. odbył się punktualnie. Zostałeś uprzedzony niewysłanym listem. Zdążyłeś nie przyjść w przewidzianej porze. Pociąg wjechał na peron trzeci. Wysiadło dużo ludzi. Uchodził w tłumie do wyjścia brak mojej osoby. Kilka kobiet zastąpiło mnie pośpiesznie w tym pośpiechu. Do jednej podbiegł ktoś nie znany mi, ale ona rozpoznała go natychmiast. Oboje wymienili nie nasz pocałunek, podczas czego zginęła nie moja walizka. Dworzec w mieście N. dobrze zdał egzamin z istnienia obiektywnego. poem by Wisława Szymborska
3.
Through the roof with your rate When my teeth hit the bait Made my body greedy, my instincts prevail Then my leaves were removed From the window sill What a polar night Made me wither and quiver and die What did I want if not too much? What was my thinking if not out of touch? That every second might fall back in track From fog and the quicksand, your limb brings me back What a filthy, scuttling insect now moves at your feet Then it twitches so side-lined and hastily forgets What it did wrong Cause the mind is too weak when the heartbeat peaks So the script stays the same In its old form and frame What did I want if not too much? What was my thinking if not out of touch? That every second might fall back in track From fog and the quicksand, your limb brings me back What you want, comes not from spite And what you ask for aims not at fights You’re not my rival, not my foe The self-reproaches, for I withhold Such a simple thing
4.
Comfort 04:35
Your face rests untaggable of terms like boy or girl Your body carries hues that deprive of parochial views A presence that you know to twirl Black paint blurs your features, you bleed for us to see A child again by nighttime, and God shall bless their deeds Violent, crippled love, it screams. Where do you look for comfort? When the breeders’ words hurt Through the dirt of their own muddy world Turn to me, turn to us It’s walls that define our faces We’re queens on a Tuesday night We’re moths that seek out spaces Granting eloquence to fight A common place we know is right Where do you look for comfort? When the breeders’ words hurt Through the dirt of their own muddy world Turn to me, turn to us
5.
Another Life 04:52
I picked my own brain, Picked my own guilt Oh, exposed to acid rain Fueled, by your nitrogen While applied lovingly, I put forward cautiously: Would it hurt to say a word? Wouldn’t I have given you all? You were living another life You were living another life ... I pulled my own teeth, Climbed my own trees Focus, I am not bestowed Beliefs will have to do for now While inclined to remedies Was my heart not worth to keep? Did I grow remote from you? Wouldn’t I have given you all? You were living another life you were living another life ... outro, poem by D. H. Lawrence I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself A small bird will [fall] frozen dead from a bough Without ever having felt sorry for itself

about

Comfort is my debut EP that stands for the push and pull between otherness and normativity. It’s an intimate sounding reflexion of someone trying to define their willowy role in life.

This life is one in which it seems to be OK to appreciate the enchanting colors of an otherwise poisonous jellyfish. It is one that seems to strip us of our agency, but at the same time forces us to survive on our own. It is one that tells us not to give a shit about other people’s opinions, while we want nothing more than their appreciation.

So we start to seek and build our own communities and families to find the comfort we need, because we’re not simply born into them. Yet still we have no choice but to apply those crippled gestures of giving and receiving we were taught, until we learn to make it better. So along the way, we hurt and get hurt.

credits

released December 18, 2019

**a giant thank you to all kickstarter supporters**

Erik Palm // bassoon
Davit Khachatryan // violin
Stan van der Burght // piano (on Dworzec)
Sally Brown // bass
Brandon Walsh // drums
Nansea // voice, guitar, piano

written & produced by Nansea
recorded at Nadel Eins Studio Berlin
mixed by Oliver Raunjak at Nadel Eins Studio Berlin
mastered at the UNKNOWN by Nicholas Wilbur
with sincere gratitude to „Fundacja Wisławy Szymborskiej“ for the use of Dworzec

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Nansea Berlin, Germany

Nansea (ˈnænsi) is the musical moniker of Berlin-based musician Marek Polgesek. With their music, they create a queer indie/chamber pop sound that goes beyond the traditional singer-songwriter style, while paying tribute to gender nonconforming artists that inspire them. Their sound has been described as a ‘more whimsical Rufus Wainwright' and reminiscent of Thom Yorke and Sufjan Stevens. ... more

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